Antonette and Patrick know what it feels like to lead others in faith while quietly wondering if God has forgotten them. As ministry leaders with Asia Pacific Media, they’ve trained digital missionaries, crafted stories of hope, and helped others believe in the God of miracles. But behind every sermon, every reel, every prayer they prayed aloud—there was a silent ache no one could see. For eleven years, they longed for a baby. Infertility treatments. Procedures. Tears in rest